Tuesday, 2 June 2015

Only What The Heart Wants...

My dear Schneckens,
I must confess something that I have kept a secret for a long time. There is something that has been awoken in my heart from a single touch. What I confess today is something I hope you all feel and what this is happens to only the lucky ones; the ones who felt the pain just to feel the healing and the happiness. I am in love.

...With Mog the Cat. You know, world famous book cat? Oh come on, did you honestly think I was going to announce I was in love with a human in such a melodramatic way? Okay, that does seem like something I would do, but no, not this second. Well, I do feel love, not just for Mog, for a lot of people.




Why am I being all dramatic? I found this on YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fEOJQawykD0 and it's almost impossible not to imagine yourself parading around in the rain after young love's dream when listening to this. Shit, maybe I am in love. With youuuuuuuuuuuuu. Love is weird when you think about it. I mean, we're saying the same thing about the chocolate fudge cake to a human being with a heart and a pulse; isn't that a bit weird. So do I love this chocolate fudge cake the same amount as I love you? If you made me said cake you may just top it to be honest.

This blog is just a ramble now. It's days like this I wish I had Sienna to talk to so I could be like I don't know how I feel about people. One moment I want to be in a zealous amount of cuddles with him, the next I want to call him a prick, slap him and push him in front of a car. Gurl, calm down. But how do I calm down. Jeez, I miss human interaction. Oh, that's what the heart wants. It wants what it had last year. Fuck, I miss Sixth Form, don't I? Well, not the place, the people. I miss that common room. I made memories there and now I can never again. Oh won't somebody hold me.

*waits in the rain* Fuck sake, that was your cue, man! Oh forget it, I'll do it.

Toodles :)